Inspired by one of my Christmas presents- A Betsey Johnson makeup bag, so cute! I’ll post a picture with it in a separate post.
These are…. Amazing? Is there a stronger word than that? What is a word for better than amazing?
Seriously though I would like to die now please. Fingers crossed for a fatal car crash on the way home!! :D
Some people think they have it all figured out. Hell, maybe they do. But they always make it seem like they're so above everyone-like they have transcended the pitfalls, trials, and tribulations of the human experience, and that anyone can be on their level but people are just too stupid, lazy, or scared to follow their brave and sterling example of how to live one's life. "You have to be complete with yourself before you can be complete with someone else." Maybe that feeling of completeness is different for some people. Am I somehow lacking if I feel I would be happier in a relationship rather than perpetually single? Does wanting another person to love, and love me make me an incomplete person? I don't think it's as black and white as all that... I know myself very well. I have a family and a friend and a few friendly acquaintances. I am a hard worker when I need to be and I'm lazy when I can afford to be. I eat too much. I think too much. I worry too much. I do and am all these things and more. I know that my life without a significant other could be one of contentment if not happiness. Is that incomplete? What if I am a complete half of someone else? What if there's someone out there who is that missing piece? And isn't that the point of love? To have no shame in admitting you NEED someone else? That one special someone? Isn't saying "I don't need you to be happy" just a way of dealing with rejection before it's happened? If you are so happy and complete, why are you looking for a partner? Maybe I am complete enough to admit I don't have the answers. Maybe I am complete enough to know that even if I invested in a bunch of pretentious TEDTalks and self-help books I still wouldn't be able to delude myself into thinking I could be TRULY happy without my soulmate. I may not have answers and this whole tangent could be complete bull shit but I can tell ya I don't need some soapbox preacher telling me how to live my life and what I need to be happy.
Is it strange that I kind of wished this would have happened?? X)
On my wedding day (if I ever have one which is highly doubtful since you need TWO people to get married) I am going to slap my husband for not showing up earlier in my life…
If no one else thinks I’m worth it, how can I?
Sitting in class underneath a ceiling panel that looks like it’s gonna fall on my head any second and I’m almost hoping it will… 1) HELLO law suit 2) maybe I won’t have to work tomorrow :D but with my luck it would either 1) not fall on me 2) fall on me but not cause enough damage to be dismissed from work tomorrow or 3) fall on me and paralyze my ass…
If it’s wrong to have a cartoon crush on Shang from Mulan I don’t wanna be right!